Monday, 25 April 2011

Untitled

Man number 3 is another dating site find.

I'm not sure where I stand with this one so he will be referred to as "untitled". We started messaging way back in November. Earlier this year the messaged stopped and I assumed that he had found someone so left it at that. Suddenly an email pops up and it picks up again. I thought it would be rude to ask why the long break so left it. We finally met up last week in the morning before I had to head to work in the afternoon. I really enjoyed our messages which were entertaining and witty and full of a bit of playful, flirty banter. He's an intelligent guy which is what I need- someone who I can learn from but who doesn't mind that I'm reasonably intelligent and ambitious. This posed a problem when actually meeting face to face. Our communication has been limited to thought out emails for such a long time and I had quite high hopes that I ended up being someone that was me but not quite me when we met. I really wanted to be able to chat easily but was constantly aware of myself, how I looked and what I was saying. Something about me just couldn't fully relax. This may have hindered my chances with "untitled" as there has been no mention of a second meeting... who knows... don't want to get hopes up again as that can prove to be painful!

Xx

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